"I’m needy. I’m annoying. I notice a fraction of a change in other peoples behaviour particularly towards me.
I worry. A lot.
About insignificant details that wouldn’t bother the smallest and most basic of organisms.
I see people fade away from me as I turn into a spec in the distance as they move farther and farther away. I assume other peoples thoughts and feelings for what I presume to be true.
I create scenarios in my head of you leaving. I believe them and turn them to a reality. I do this because I care. I care so much the anxiety grows, so much so it swallows my rationality."
L.F (via wild-nirvana)I worry. A lot.
About insignificant details that wouldn’t bother the smallest and most basic of organisms.
I see people fade away from me as I turn into a spec in the distance as they move farther and farther away. I assume other peoples thoughts and feelings for what I presume to be true.
I create scenarios in my head of you leaving. I believe them and turn them to a reality. I do this because I care. I care so much the anxiety grows, so much so it swallows my rationality."
(via wild-nirvana)
"We leave something of ourselves behind when we leave a place, we stay there, even though we go away. And there are things in us that we can find again only by going back there."
Pascal Mercier, Night Train to Lisbon
"The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but thought about it. Be aware of the thoughts you are thinking. Separate them from the situation, which is always neutral. It is as it is."
Eckhart Tolle (via merryprankster)(via merryprankster)
"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."
Mahatma Gandhi (via observando)(Source: observando)
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it’s dire
My time today
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
‘Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it
My pride is no longer inside
It’s on my sleeve
My skin will scream
Reminding me of
Who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I’m driving
There’s no hiding for me
I’m forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
I could pull the steering wheel
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
I ponder of something terrifying
'Cause this time there’s no sound to hide behind
I find over the course of our human existence
One thing consists of consistence
And it’s that we’re all battling fear
Oh dear, I don’t know if we know why we’re here
Oh my,
Too deep
Please stop thinking
I liked it better when my car had sound
There are things we can do
But from the things that work there are only two
And from the two that we choose to do
Peace will win
And fear will lose
There’s faith and there’s sleep
We need to pick on please because
Faith is to be awake
And to be awake is for us to think
And for us to think is to be alive a
And I will try with every rhyme
To come across like I am dying
To let you know you need to try to think
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire
Exhale desire
I know it’s dire
My time today
I have these thoughts
So often I ought
To replace that slot
With what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole
My car radio
And now I just sit in silence
